So the past few months have been kinda odd.
My moods have been in a total funk. I'm not depressed.... well, I am depressed but I have drugs to help that and they are functioning, I'm not sad or down, my moods are just weird lately.
For instance, I usually like to play World of Warcraft with Jer in the evenings. Well, not the last few months. I could take it or leave it. I usually end up playing sudoku or some such thing that has no real goal outside of exercising your noggin. Which is good, mind you, nothing wrong with sudoku, just a little off for me.
I can't decide if it's the fact that my meds are messing me up, or that I'm not in my own home.
Let me make one thing clear. I love my in-laws. They a truly great people. They try really hard to make sure everyone is doing okay. I just think that with my Independence and my pride issues that living with someone else is a bit of a bruiser on the ego, and maybe playing games with my moods? That and the fact that we are having a bit of a challenge finding a house we like in our price range. I'm starting to think that we would have been better off staying in our old house.
Nothing can be done about that though. So it's not really worth dwelling on.
Not really sure what is up though.
I really hope that once we get into our own home again that things return to "normal" and I really hope that it's not too hard on the kids.
So, in case you've notice that I haven't been blogging as much, and I have seamed a little preoccupied... that would be the reasons. :)
P.S. I DID update the hair picture for today, and can I say I'm proud of that hairstyle and the fact that Missy sat still long enough for me to do it!
7 comments:
Boy have I been there, done that! When we left Idaho, we moved in with my parents and I gained 15 lbs of depression weight. When you leave your friends and your normal life, it can be really tough. I'm sorry you are having such a hard time, but it won't last forever, I promise. Things get better!
Man do I understand that right now. We just moved to a new house and didn't go far but I left the best neighbors in the world and I could just walk out my door and talk to people(especially when kids are naping all the time no one takes a nap at the same time so I am always stuck home)...now I feel like there isn't any houses around me with people alive...there are but I just sometimes wish I could move this house and put in place of the old one just so I could keep the same people around me...I am just blah..so I can totally relate!!! I hope you find a house soon. I know of some but they need work!
Totally understand. We moved in with my parents, and though it was fine, I was still SOOO excited to be in my own home again. Missy's hair looks awesome, by the way. I wouldn't have the patience to do it. I hope you find something soon that you like house-wise.
I wish you well on your house hunting. It is no fun! I am impressed with your hair abilities. Go you! Wnat some bows to go with those cute sytles? I just happen to know someone who could totally hook you up!
Yes, living with parents is really hard. Just like you, I love my parents, and they were fantastic hosts, but I really missed having my own space. So I feel your pain. I hope that moving to your own home will help, but if, after a few weeks, you're still feeling this way, I think you need to up your meds. In my professional Kar opinion. :)
Absolutely LOVE today's hair! I am always interested to see what's posted there. You are amazing! (so is Missy, for being patient). Yeah, it's kinda hard on everyone when you've once had your independence and then have to move back in. Things'll get better (and -- yes -- you will find a house you can be excited about).
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